We are here.
First and most importantly, the major goal for the day is met! Own it, don't make light or dismiss. A daily task met is a major accomplishment.
On the Podcast we talk about social media, why people use it, and more importantly the driving force for us all: to be seen and heard.
The irony is this search so many of us are on - success, fame, money, relationship, etc. - is based on the belief if we have x,y,z then we will be loved, accepted, respected, you can fill in the blank for your own life.
The same is true for the deep spiritual search. Having not been able to get this need met in this physical world, we often 'branch out' to alternative places.
The good news is you can find it in the non-physical world. The bad news is you will never find here.
But we still try.
The greater goal is to be it, not seek it.
Which brings me to the next thing I want to cover today.
Why there is no video and why this is still a work in progress.
The truth of it all is I can produce audio, images, and words no matter what is happening in my life.
What I am learning is I can't produce a finished video product with out a cost. Technically I can "DO" it. Realistically? The negatives feel like they out weigh the positives, at least right now.
I watched the Vlog this morning from yesterday and it gave me a knot in my stomach. I watched another and it did not.
My goal isn't to create more stress and strain and sharing my 'bad day' isn't achieving my main goal: to uplift you.
There are other costs too. Loss of sleep, more stress, loss of other opportunities that are paying work, and mostly the fact I still haven't found the rhythm and point to them.
I know, I keep telling you I have!
Which is the other issue I am having. Making peace with over exposure of my life and my flaws personally. I am not enjoying that part to this process.
I am however learning a LOT from it. I hope you are too.
In the meantime, I still can get here, every 24 hours and check in with you so for today:
Before we go I want to be clear, quitting isn't a good goal. Realistic structuring of adding new things to your every day list is.
The most important thing I want to do is #1 show up for both you and me.
Right now that is the priority.
How I show up? That is still the 'in progress' part to all of this.
That is why I keep telling you if all you can accomplish today is to just not die? That is enough. 24 hours from now, you can decide again.
Just like in 24 hours odds are good I'll decide a new view on what the vlogs are supposed to be about. I know, I can be exhausting. Hence, I live alone!
So the note to my self when I read this in the morning is the same one I want you to read.
Relax. Let go. Breathe. No big deal. Stop PUSHING so hard that everything gets all a lot worse.
Just because you 'know this' doesn't mean we KNOW THIS. For the next 24 hours, choose to know it. Then decide for today: Who do you want to be?
Me, I want to be happy. But, more on that in another day!
See you in 24!
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