Are you here? I am. I promise, this is my last complaining post - at least for a while.
Tuesday was basically survival mode.
I am fascinated with how much struggle life is at times, from what is happening within to what is happening without. That's why I don't think there is much difference between suicidal vs. survival.
Maybe what we are focused on.... something to think about. But first, here is the best I could do under our circumstance! Again, showing up is enough. Perfection is not the goal - as you will soon see!
Awesome page holder though! You can't control it and this is what landed - I like it!
Truthfully, I don't know what you will focus on today or who you want to be more of. But I will say I have come a long way in my ongoing fight with the elements of nature.
Until you live practically outside, you have NO idea how good those of you in a real house have it.
I still can feel the fear - will the trailer tip, will there be damage, will I go crazy?
But that will pass.
The positive is I don't fight it like I used to. The anger and the frustration for the most part have given way to patience with a lot of practice.
Like the monks of old who sat in a cave with a single drip of water on hitting their forehead. Plunk. Plunk. Plunk.
It is all the same thing. Not letting what you don't want win.
If you can hold a neutral place, I consider that a wild success!
Tomorrow is always a new day and with it a brand new start!
So, for this moment - take a deep breath. Pause. Clear out the old. Settle in.
Now, this is your moment - we've cleared the way. It is all you. This moment, this day - it is all you!
See you in 24,
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This site is run by a human, not an APP. It's hard showing up every day, but that is what it takes. I am so glad you are here! Jill