IT'S WEDNESDAY & WE'RE SINGING THE WINDY BLUES

Are you here?  I am.  I promise, this is my last complaining post - at least for a while.

Tuesday was basically survival mode.

I am fascinated with how much struggle life is at times, from what is happening within to what is happening without.  That's why I don't think there is much difference between suicidal vs. survival.

Maybe what we are focused on.... something to think about.  But first, here is the best I could do under our circumstance!  Again, showing up is enough.  Perfection is not the goal - as you will soon see!

Awesome page holder though!  You can't control it and this is what landed - I like it!

Truthfully, I don't know what you will focus on today or who you want to be more of.  But I will say I have come a long way in my ongoing fight with the elements of nature.

Until you live practically outside, you have NO idea how good those of you in a real house have it.

I still can feel the fear - will the trailer tip, will there be damage, will I go crazy?

But that will pass.

The positive is I don't fight it like I used to.  The anger and the frustration for the most part have given way to patience with a lot of practice.

Like the monks of old who sat in a cave with a single drip of water on hitting their forehead.  Plunk.  Plunk.  Plunk.

It is all the same thing.  Not letting what you don't want win.

If you can hold a neutral place, I consider that a wild success!

Tomorrow is always a new day and with it a brand new start!

So, for this moment - take a deep breath.  Pause. Clear out the old.  Settle in.

Now, this is your moment - we've cleared the way.  It is all you.  This moment, this day - it is all you!

See you in 24,
Jill

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