For some reason, this site just won't work, load, or follow thru with my 'commands' - sounds a LOT like my own life right now!

But, until I can resolve it and make some big decisions, I'm jut going to do the VLOG for now.

You can find that here: https://www.youtube.com/user/jilltrains

Hello Friend!

As you can see I am trying to make some big changes, but....

Between my arm giving out and the site host going bonkers I am NOT making any real progress... and it is getting late.

So no video of which I am disappointed because I got some Kick A** footage of the sky pre-storm last night.  Some of the most beautiful clouds and lightening combo's I have ever seen.

So that is the update for today.

Tomorrow is a new start.  And in less than 24 hours, I will begin again - you?

It's obviously been more than 24 hours since I have posted.

And from where we go from here?  It is still up in the air just a bit.

But until I figure out what I want this site to be about, you can follow the videos in the playlist below or at You Tube.

Thank you for sharing this time with me and we'll be back to every 24 hours soon!

Hello Friend,

We are here. 

I don't know how things are on your end, but over here - the wind is entering the endless-ness I'd prefer to feel about a summer day.

Not this.

But, as much as it puts me on hold from so much I seek to do, I can't blame it for everything.

And so let's bring it back to here and now where we stop, take a breath, and let yesterday go.

I am liking the idea of two new steps?

More concrete than 'who do you want to be?'

and thus hopefully more likely you will take this idea in.

All in good time.

And how about another deep breath for good measure!

I'll be honest, I am feeling a bit on the sad side right in this moment.  I felt such hope yesterday evening I could hardly sleep.

The feeling of so many pieces pulling together after too long left on their own.

But this is what I have learned.  I lose my truth when I spend too much time with others whose version of truth is too different than my own.

I believe we should seek new ideas.

But not on the cusp of our own while they are still taking shape and form.

And this is the important part.... with a bit of patience the effects of the other will wear off and the truth of my own will return.

I've had a lot of practice and so I know it works... if I don't do something to disrupt the natural flow of this.

And with that, my letter to you is getting long so I will say good bye for today.

First, one more deep breath.  One more moment shared.  One more truth remembered.

My faith in you is absolute.

I know this to be true.

So from my heart to yours
I will see you in 24,
Jill

Hello Friend,

We are here!  It is a new day and with it, renewed hope.

I've got a theme going today

I wanted to share it with you, today, in this moment.

But first, let us bring it all back - to stop, take a breath, focus, let go.....

because that is where we can both come to and begin again - to stand, walk, run...

... what ever you choose for today.

I talk about this in the podcast, but it bears repeating.  I ask you every day who you want to be, but I think there is a better way to say this:

The long winded version we do by audio!

I am so glad!!!  I don't want to keep being less so you will walk this journey with me.  I want to be more so I am asking you to be more.

To read or listen or watch - wherever it fits.

Not to tell you who to be or what to do - but to rise up and stand with me in this magnificent challenge our world is DARING us to be...

MORE - not to get more, but to BE MORE.

Which brings me back to wild and the wildness that is in us begging to get out.

But first, it takes the desire for freedom, the discipline to be free - and from that point - REAL WILDNESS can take hold of our hearts and we can become.

Will you join me?  I am here, every day - with you or waiting for you.

Here is a piece of this journey from my heart:

And that is all I have to share with you today.

I will return in this place at the same time tomorrow - will you be here?

Will you commit?  If not to here, to what?

These hard things to do - vigilance, discipline, responsibility, focus - they are what we must DO to become the good things - great and filled with the courage of pure guts.

Awesome really - though rarely easy.

But until then and from my heart to yours
I will see you in 24
Jill